爸.

不知爲什麽今天會特別的感觸和感傷，可能是我想你了，爸。在你離開的那一個月，我總是夢見和你聊天的情境。仿佛你還在我們身邊似的，只是我們再也看不見你了。
很懷念你常常對朋友說我是你的掌上明珠和寶貝女兒，也常常問媽媽他的寶貝女兒幾時回家之類的。也很懷念在星期日能陪你吃早晚餐和逛街的日子，而你總是擔心怕我吃不飽和不夠錢用。

還記得你對我說的最後一句話是在我要回學校之前，你還對我說“別想醬多，好好專心讀書。”
謝謝你一直堅持下去，我才來得及回來看你和送你最後一程。雖然我只陪了你短短的40分鐘和在你離開之前都沒能睜開眼睛看我一眼，但我都知道你一直在等我回來。
到最後你終於等到了，也很安祥的離開了。從一個溫暖的手變成了一個冷冰冰的手，我都感覺到了。
而我在你耳邊說的最後一句話是我從來沒對你說過的話，卻等到你離開了，我才能鼓起勇氣說了一句我愛你。

5/19♥

Its been a long time since I've updated my blog. Had a great Saturday with min and my boi. To start the day off, he came and fetch us and off we go~ To the first destination of the day, Levains. Had brunch together.. We had breads and spaghettis made of flours... Hmmm..the tasted OK, but too much of Ajinamoto I'd say. =S

After the flours, the second stop, Sg.Wang and Pavilion. And here me and min parted ways with my boi for a while as he went to what guys loves, technologies. xD Then we did what every females did, SHOPPING!!! Its been a long time since I went out with min, I means just the two of us...

Walked around Sg.Wang for a few hrs and we came to a shop... I bought a Small Greenie Bag, It's cute! love it very much!! And so, our journey to search for things to shop continues~ Stopped at a shop and here we bought a high heels each..=D
At first a green heel caught my eyes and it was the shoe i'd dreamt off, grrrreeenn!! But the color green doesn't go well with other colors so I went with a Pink 1 instead!

Though we'd really wanna continue to shop, our legs don't want too.. /.\ So we decided to call it a day and meet up with my boy for dinner at Sushi Zanmai. It's a wonderful day, spent all the time with my loves ♥520♥

Time

Time can changes everything, also can change a person. Time makes you stronger than before, or even make you more vulnerable.
God grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change, courage to change the things I can, and wisdom to know the difference. And now, I remind myself to remember the past, plan for the future, but live for today, because yesterday is gone and tomorrow may never come.
Lastly, I can trust my friends because these people force me to examine myself, encourage me to grow!

04/02

今天朋友们都出去玩了,只剩下我和vyi两个人在家...
为何他们没约我去呢?我真的搞不懂,难道是我做错了吗??
我一向来都对朋友看得很重,当自己的好朋友出去玩了,我却没能去,真的很伤心和心痛!
让我觉得心痛的是我自己最要好的朋友却什么也没跟我说,就连他们去玩几天我都不知道..
还有更让我心痛的是我一直把他当成是我最要好的朋友,他却不相信我说的话..虽然我知道我有时也会被他占下便宜,但我都不去计较这些,因为我知道这就是他...
他却不相信我说的话!!就像是被自己的好朋友被判得那种伤一样的痛!!

昨晚我突然胃痛,痛得我动也不能动,就连说话的力气也没..
由于我刷了牙,就一直坚持不吃东西..过后吃了药也没效,我只能躺着不能动,过会儿就痛到睡着了...
突然间vyi冲进来把我从睡梦中给叫醒了,当时已经1点多了,因为我男友担心我出了什么事,就信息叫vyi来看看我.
我还记得她第一句话就问我怎样了?胃还很痛吗?要吃东西么??我都一直说不用,我喝yogurt就好了.
她还是很执着的要我吃点东西,然后就走去房间拿了几种饼干让我选择.
吃了饼干后我的胃还是很痛,她就说我一定要喝点麦片,不要再去理刷了牙没,就冲去帮我弄杯热热的麦片.
当时我却坐在客厅吃着饼干和喝着yogurt等她,过后她看到我胃痛却还喝着冷的东西,她就把我的yogurt放回去冰箱不让我喝,便叫我赶快喝些麦片!

顿时我觉得好窝心,竟然会有一个人在我胃痛时那么的关心和照顾我.
她还说,如果连她也跟其他人一起出去玩了,都不知道我胃痛的时候会怎样!
过后我们就坐在那聊天谈心,她却告诉了我,她不跟他们一起出去玩的其中之一原因是因为我一个人在家,她会不放心,因为她知道我从来没尝试过一个人呆在这宿舍里,所以她更坚持的不要去..=')

在那一瞬间我超想哭的,但我还是忍住了.过后我们就有聊到我有变了吗?
她就跟我说了,自从我交了男友后就变得说话越来越拽了,也可能是因为这样我才伤了或得罪了一些人.
其实我自己也有发现到这一点,但我真的不是有意的,全部只是开开玩笑才说出口的.
她却告诉我,在很多玩笑里往往会伤到一些人或者是有些人会介意.过后她就一直叫我改掉这坏习惯,这我当然知道,我会改!

难道就是因为这些原因才搞到他们不叫我和我男友跟他们一起去玩吗?难道真的是我做错了吗??我承认我是一个重色情友的人,但朋友对我来说也很重要!

Crap*

分手后的感情就是再也回不去了，再也回不去当时的那种幸福快乐。无论你挽回后做得再多再好，也弥补不了心中的那条裂缝。就像一个破碎的杯子，破了就是破了，不管你用强力胶把它黏回起来，它们之间还是会残留着一丝丝的裂缝。
也许这就是分手后的代价。而有些人说时间能修补一切，但我却不这么认为，因为时间就像是一种伪装品，假装时间过得越久就能冲淡一切，就像能伪装成什么事也没发生过那样。
而这就是爱情，有些人的爱情就是经不起考验，才会这么容易的把分手给说出口。
对我而言，一旦把分手说出口了就很难再挽回了。它就像是一个删不去的记忆。

2011 Christmas Eve,Christmas & Boxing Day [23/12~26/12]

At the end of the year,I have met a lot of new friends...=D
Firstly,I joined my college friend to celebrate Christmas,we went to Port Dickson,Genting and countdown at The Curve...Have a lot of Fun in the trip with a lot of joker...=D
Now,let me introduce my new friends..=)
[P/S: Don't really remember what their name =X]

[Max: A quiet people]

[Tik Boon/Boon]

[Ah Kit]

[Yoong Fai: A Crazy,Funny,Epic joker]

[Calvin: A Chubby banana people]

[Herman: Equivalent to Her man =]

He is the lucky one that got mine...xD

A group picture of Linton Kaki taken at Port Dickson..=D

Tadaaa...The Group Photo of all of us that taken at Port Dickson..=D

The second day,after check out our apartment..
Sudden Plan->Genting
(P/S: I didn't bring any jacket larr...=S)

Luckily,Yoong lend me a shirt...=X
Hehehe...I'm a photographer of that day...=D

Two photographer...xD






After Genting,thn we went to The Curve to Countdown..
Spray war...It was an unforgettable trip...=D

After Christmas day,we went out v Herman n Calvin for our KL 1day trip...=D
We went to CEO Cheong K,Shopping,Moive,Dinner n etc..;)







Tadaa...Five of Us...=D

Movie time -> Alvin and The Chipmunks

*~The End~*

Daddy

哦!我也忘说下一个好消息...
就是我爸的手术很成功,在颈项后装了一个东西来支撑我爸的颈项..也把压到神经线的骨头和肿瘤给拿出来了...而那颗肿瘤已经送去英国做化验了,现在就要等那化验报告来看那是恶性还是良性的...
现在整个右半身都能动一点点了,但还需要多做运动..至于在喉咙那插下的管子,不知道要等几时才能拆...
之前去看我爸时,他还在ICU里面,也没什么力气说话,所以只能比手画脚的沟通,笑死我们了..现在他也从ICU转换到普通病房了,但还不晓得还要待在医院几久才能回家...
这样一转眼爸爸待在医院已经有了1个月多了..超想他和我妈的...=(